so in love with you

" everytime our eyes meet...this feeling inside me is almost more than i can take baby. when you touch me i can feel how much you love and it just blows me away.. ive never been this close to anyone or anything, i can hear your thoughts, i can see your dreams.... the smell of your skin. the taste of your kiss, the way you whisper in the dark... your hair all around me...baby you surround me and touch every place in my heart... oh it feels like the first time. everytime i wanna spend the whole nite in your eyes.

i dont know how you do what you do... im so in love with you. it just keeps gettin better... i wanna spend the rest of my life, with you by my side forever. and every lil thing that you do, baby im amazed by you. "

... just cant find the words to tell you how i feel. missin' you so much..

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solace

sol‧ace 
1. comfort in sorrow, misfortune, or trouble; alleviation of distress or discomfort.
2. source of comfort: somebody or something that provides comfort at a time of sadness, grief, or disappointment
3. to comfort, console, or cheer (a person, oneself, the heart, etc.).
4. to alleviate or relieve (sorrow, distress, etc.).
5. relief from emotional distress: comfort at a time of sadness, grief, or disappointment

...woke up this morning in your smile. an image of you in my mind...my laptop show our photos together...the closest thing to you that i have here...

..the memories are fresh, running in the back of my mind, as if it was yesterday. the reality is were thousand of miles away but that wont keep me away from you..

i was tamed...its in your arms that i found comfort, in your lips i found passion and intimacy, in your eyes that ifound my soul, in your heart that i found my home...

solace...can be define by just one word...YOU... ill be home soon hon..in your arms..in your lips..in your heart..

Thousands of miles

Nothing separates us.
not time.
not distance.
not anyone.

Bound.
bound by memories.
bound by the future.
bound by a love so intense.

Thoughts.
Bring you to me.
Dreams.
Brings us together.

Belief.
Does what no distance can do.
We are together.
We yearn, we cherish, we wait.

Its just a matter of time.
I'll be yours for life.

what is it in the air?

its cold outside, leaves are falling,drizzles and the temp is 40 degrees F...

ironic because i feel real hot...hotness that comes from within... warmth becuase of your memories..of your touch..your kiss...your arms around me..enough to let me bare the coldness..

giddy? not drunk...
alcohol..i did take some...
but its not the reason nor the source of this burning sensation inside me....

just the thought of you..
just the image of you in my mind...
can ease up the coldness...

how can this little things makes me feel warm?..what is it in the air?..nahh...its not the air..


...its your love...

...its your spirit...

...here protecting me...keeping me safe...

GIDDY

Messages.
Short phone calls as you sing.
A picture.
The thought of your smile.

The sound of your voice.
Dimples on your cheeks.
Pictures of you and me.
Music.

Emails in the middle of the day.
A million endearments from your lips.
An approved testimonial.
4:00am.

YOU.

"Somewhere in the middle of all this i fell in love with you. I'm saying i love you. Don't say we're not right for each other because the way i see it we may not be right for anyone else. It can't be any harder to stay together, than it was the stay apart. I need you." ~ Cutting Edge

You are my dream.
You are my reality.
You have my heart.
My mind.
My body.

You are my certainty.
You are my fantasy.
You are my present.
My future.
My eternity.

So stay with me
Hold my hand
And i will hold your heart in my palm...
I will hold you in my arms...

And I will never let go.

i never thought

"I love that you get cold when it is 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."

i never thought that i would fall this hard...this fast...so certain...sore...

i never thought that it was you that im looking for all my life...

i never thought ill be so in love with you...until i kissed you that rainy moday morning..

...and from then on, i never thought that ill be livin' my life without you...cause no matter what ,no matter where i am...theres a part of me in you..and theres a part of you in me... always...

"Love, David, Love! Do you love her? I mean does the thought of her the smell of her the touch of her make you quiver? When shes away from you do you wish she were in your arms making love to you? I mean when you see her after not seeing her for an entire day does she make everything ok?" ~Dream for An Insomniac

thoughts of you..
the scent of you...
your touch...
your voice...

you. make. me . quiver.
you. make. me. shake.

coming home to you makes everything ok..
being in your arms... hearig your heartbeat....
feeling you breathe...

when i see you again... you wont make everything ok...
you would make everything SO MUCH BETTER.

...let it be...

..let my love be your blanket as you sleep... let all the happy memories protect you from all the bad dreams that may come...let my lips seal your lips..and let my voice be the last thing that you hear before you close your eyes...

...let me be the one my love...to hold you and be with you...to love you and care for you....to kiss you good night and kiss you good morning...

...just let me be the one...

...your only one.

Memories

Today is full of memories of you...

Showers in the 'morning'... thoughts of you makes me want to stay a little bit longer...

PC stores.... i walked for an hour around the mall checking out gadgets, webcams, O2s, PDAs... mind you, i would normally check shoes, blouses, skirts and the like...;P

Eastwood... walks in the area reminded me of the last night you were here...

Mexicali... our favorite 'indulge me' resto where you bought me quesadillas before you left...

A dress in People are People... an outfit I pointed out to you asking, 'baby, would you want me to wear this?'
Music... melody with words that constantly reminds me that no matter how busy we may be... we aren't forgotten...

Its 4am baby... can't wait to get home... someday... I'll be going home to you... and fill my world with more memories... this time , OF US.

i miss you...

I miss the sound of your voice...
I miss your gentle touch...
I miss the way you call me baby, bunshin,mahalko...
I miss how your eyes would stare with an intensity so unnerving it makes me melt...

I miss waking up with your arms around me...
I miss your warm breath on my nape...
I miss the sound of my name as it passes through your lips...
I miss the scent of you...

I miss laughing with you...
I miss talking to you about everything and nothing...
I miss lying with you... spent and sated... happy... undeniably happy...
I miss you.

loving and so much more

"...i dont really know what love is..but if it is longing for someones touch...caring for her so much..wanting to be with her all the time...faith ..hope...sacrifice...and a thousand other words that others used to descibe it...then..i love you...i love you and so much more...i love you, that all the words combined, all the words Webster can come up with...can never describe how much... i love you..."

missin'

aching just by the mere thought of you...wanting to be there...hoping that one day ill be waking with you beside me...feeling your warm embrace...you kisses... your skin...

What I want most...

"What I want most in the world is to find the one person who makes the world seem beautiful."

My world is beautiful.

All that i need,

All that i yearn for,

All that i'll ever want,

I found.

'Theres millions of people out there but in the end it all comes down to one... i still panic sometimes forget to breath but i know theres something beautilful in all my imperfection, a beauty which he held up for me to see. strength that can never be taken away.'

i've never been so shaken...

" i've never been so shaken.." thats her exact words after the realization of whats goin' on...

and thats the same thing i felt...

never been moved like that...

never been loved..

never been that open to all the possibilities...

of what might have happened if....

Excerpt: William Parish ~ Meet Joe Black

I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion, obsession, something you can't live without. I say, fall head over heels, find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. How do you find him? Well, you forget your head and you listen to your heart. The truth is, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.
I found that love in you.

i will...

just remember...
no matter where you are...
how far you go...
or when you'll be back...
I love you...
through time i will love you...
through distance i will love you...

The Journey

"...your journey of finding the right one ends here

...it ends with me

...where forever begins for you and me

...the two of us

...together."

He said, She said....

He SAID:

...will my heart and my spirit......
my love ...my life ..be enough...
for its all i have to offer...
and she's all i ever wanted...i love you ...

She SAID:

He's enough to last me forever..
his love..his touch..
he's my now... and tomorrow...
I want nothing else but all that he could offer..
That is more than enough for me...
I love you.