Im so glad to be yours

Lyin here together
Soakin in the tub
Our toes turnin wrinkley
Windows all steamed up
I'm just kinda hangin
Your readin from your book
It dont matter what we're doin
It all feels so good

Don't you get it baby
I'm so glad to be yours
Oh pretty baby
I don't need nothin more
This is all I need

I know we're outta money
Put that long road aside
But I just look at you beside me
And man I've got it all

Don't you get it baby
I'm so glad to be yours
Oh pretty baby
I don't need nothin more
This is all I need
And ooh it's so right so right
It's so right so right
Oh don't you get it baby

I'm so glad to be yours
Oh pretty baby
I don't need nothin more
This is all I need

Baby I'm so glad to be yours
Oh pretty baby I don't need nothin more
This is all I need
And ooh it's so right so right
It's so right so right
You know it's so right it's so right it's so right

the way i love you..

One Third

Even if I love you until it hurts, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air
My heart can't even say "I love you"
On the long, sleepless nights
The feelings I send to you whisper "that is love"
Talking endlessly until you're moved to tears, your trembling heartbeat
Changes into a slight fever mingled with a sigh
Give me a smile and shiny days, by your smile
I can withstand the cold of a frozen night
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air
My heart can't even say "I love you"
Like rain in the middle of summer
Your shining smile ends the drought
Give me a smile and shiny days, don't clear up so quickly!
Because we can overcome any wall that stands in our way
Whoever you love, these images will reach them, right?
Don't say you can find them, your words are dancing in space
The further apart you go, the more it hurts the person you love
The more I chase them
The more my heart feels the cruel distance
Give me a smile and shiny days
Give me a smile and nice days
If only we could meet in an embrace...
Whoever you love, these feelings will reach them, right?
If only you had said so in your dreams
Even if my love reaches the breaking point, 1/3 of it won't reach
My true feelings are just spinning on air
My heart can't even say "I love you"

let it be me

i wanna say i love you...let it be the last words you'll hear from me for this day and let it be the first word you'll hear when you wake up...let me be the one who'll spend the rest of your life with...let me be the one to wake you up everyday...let me be the one to kiss your pain away...let me be the one to make you smile...let me be the one to to hold you tight...let me be the one..the only one..your only one...

A picture...

Happy... contented... peaceful...
loved... loving... cared for and caring...

Look into her eyes and you'll see her heart.
Her smile reaches her eyes as she looks at the man she loves...

YOU.

She is calmed by your voice... she is comforted by your words...
She has her heart on her sleeve... i love you.

Conversations on Silence

j: funny how silence speaks between us
j: i can hear you..wanting me beside you...
j: i dont need to say a word..
j: look into my eyes and you'll see...
j: how much i wanted to be with you.
j: silence..
j: i love looking at you..
j: and words has no place for us...to say to each other how we feel
j: and what we yearn for
c: there are so many words left unspoken between us
c: silence would engulf it...
c: but i fear not having you hear what i have to say
c: you can see it in my eyes
c: my lips..
c: you can feel it my body
c: I need not tell you i love you sometimes
c: because you can hear it in silence
c: our silence
c: your eyes
c: your gaze
c: the way you would crunch you face as you read this text
c: the way you would smile ever so slightly
c: the way you would laugh
c: the way you would bite your lip
c: i need no words... darling
c: i only need to see you
c: and i can feel your love from thousand of miles away
c: i can hear you breathe
c: i can hear you yawn...
c: i can hear your heartbeat
c: because you heart is intertwined with mine
c: i can feel you... hear you and see you...
c: and yet no words are spoken
c: silence. that's what we have
c: and yet a thousand words have been spoken in more ways than one/
c: a thousand words... to simply say 3
c: i love you

Calculating...

2 and a half months ... 10 weeks... 69 days... 1656 hours... 99, 360 minutes... 5,691,600 seconds.... no matter how i put it, it still brings you 8502 miles away from me.

Its another week that will come to pass... I anticipate... I wait... I wish. Again I remind myself this will make us stronger. This will make us last. And so I close my eyes for the Nth time since that night you left and prayed. I prayed for strength... patience and faith. That things are working out according to His plan. I open my eyes and my heart swells... with relief, with love and with gratefulness. I have been blessed. I have all that i need in my life. Its not perfect but its a good life. I have you.

Darling, I cannot promise i will always be this strong... but i will try. As long as I have your love. Keep your heart with mine and we can go through our life with strength, faith and love.

Again I give thanks to Him. Thank You.

sadness behind the smile

i've been lookin at this picture for hours now...i just cant sleep feeling the sadness in your eyes. how you tried to hide it. i hope im not just over reacting on this... why are you so sad baby... is there something that i didnt say... you dont have to hide anything hon... im here always for you...im so worried now... worried bout "my only one" ... my love...

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57 days away from you, your smile and you touch...

can still hear your voice... like i was still talking to you...

... a recorded conversation playin..

im looking at you, eye to eye...

... a picture of you on my screen...

feelings that wont go away, will never go away...

a disease that can only be cured my your presence...

i miss you...so much...

words can never express how much i long for you...

i love you...so much...

57 days since the last time i saw you....

not a single second passed that i didnt think of you...
not a single second passed that i didnt crave for you....
not a single second passed that i didnt miss you...

till then my love... my only one... the only one for me...

wait for me.

I love you because....

• of the way you call my name
• of the way you look at me.
• of how it feels being in your arms
• of how perfectly your hand fits mine
• of how we could talk for hours about anything and everything
  
• of the way you touch me.
• of the way your forehead crinkles with concern when i have a splitting headache
• of how you would look out for me when I'm sick
• of how you say you love me
• of how our dreams mesh well together
• of how you love my family
• of how much you love your family
• of the way you laugh
  
• of the way you cry
• of how you show me you miss me by sending me emails at work
• of the way you would whisper in my ear
• no matter how busy you are, you take the time to give me a call just to let me know you love me
• of the little notes you write for me to show me you care.
• you would ride home with me just to make sure i get home safe.
• of the way we would have fun by doing even the silliest things (pancakes anyone?)
  
• of the way you would carry me
• of the way you take care of me when i'm drunk
• you would sing to me at any random moment and its so sweet
• you would argue with me and still do it so sweetly...
  
• spending an entire weekend with you is always so imperfectly perfect
• teasing you is so great
• you respect me
• you listen to me
• you would crinkle your nose a lot when we would take pictures together
• you would try to look funny just to make me laugh
• you would labor over my pc without sleep just to have it done
• of how good it feels watching movies with you
• of how wonderful and peaceful it is praying with you
• of how my dreams seems to be complete when i have you in them
• of the songs you would send me that shows me how you felt at the moment
• of how you smell
• of your warmth
• of your good heart no matter how much you deny it
• of how you worry about me
• of how you care about people
• of how we share just about everything---"conjugal everything?"
• of how you walk
• of how you would show your dimples that i find so disarming
• of the sweet text messages you would send me
• of the long blogs you would write for me whether or not i ask you to send me "something sweet"
• of how you would listen to music and block everything else around you
• of the concentrated look on your face when your working on something really important
• the mellowness of how you speak to me
  
• of how perfectly we fit.. in every way...
• of how your voice soothes me when everything else is in chaos
• memories of you always make me smile
• you trust me
• you would hurry home from work just so we could chat
• you would ask me what i'm wearing each and every day
• you would check up on your siblings
  
• you would make sure your family's safe and okay
• you would give me a foot massage at the end of the day
• i love you...

Darling, I'm loving you... every second... every minute... every hour and everyday of my life.... Each day... i find more and more reasons to love you...

You have my heart...