focus

she grew a bit thinner than before, but nevertheless she's the same person that i love so much, the same person im cravin' every minute that she's not beside me, the same person that i long for, the same person that i will love, in sickness and in health, life and death, she's my only one.

awake

happiness

"My happiness will be complete... soon."

around her

"can you stay for bit..." things that i wanna say.. i just dont wanna let go of your presence.

message sent. email received.got this picture and as i look at it, i began to long for you...even more. i can still feel the warmth of your hand on my arm. my hand on your waist telling them all..."you're mine as i am yours".

i miss you so bad baby. and soon ill have my arms around you. until then... just hang on.

"i try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her..."

she is the one, she is my purpose...

she is the one, all that i wanted...
she is the one, all the i needed...
she is the one, the one that i care for.

"i see your face with every punch i take and every bone i break... it's all for you...
and my worst pains are words i cannot say, still i will always fight on for you..."

... guess im missing you bad. nahhh...im missing you...terribly.

35 days away....

35 days away from your hugs...
35 days away from you kisses...
35 days away from holding you close to me...
35 days away from finally sleeping with your arms around me...

35 days until i get to feel your breath on my ear...
35 days until i hear your voice mingle with mine...
35 days until i get to hold your hand...
35 days until i share another meal with you...

i've waited 5 months... patiently, faithfully... lovingly.
I can wait a month more...

because in 35 days... the rest of my life would begin...

i love you baby.... honey... darling... hubby...
cant wait for those 35 days to be through.

meron akong sasabihin

"sabi ko sa yo...uuwi ako..
uuwi ako sa yo...
sa tabi mo...
sa piling mo..
hihiga katabi mo..
yayakapin kita...
at muli'y hahagkan...

at ngayon ako ay andito na...
mamahalin kita...
higit na pagmamahal...

at hihigitan ko po...

sabi ko sa yo..."

- mga katagang gusto kong marinig mo... mula sa puso ko... habang ang labi ko ay nakadikit sa tenga mo... at ang tibok ng dibdib ko ...ay nararamdaman mo...pag-uwi ko mahal...

cool evenings...

The past couple of weeks has been really busy for me. Each day had an appointment, each week had something that needs to be done.... Each evening... was uncharacteristically very cold.

i felt the cool wind on my face last night. It was as what is expected, a very busy day. Barely had time to sit down and think. Barely had time to breath. I was tired and sleepy... but the night has not ended for me. it would take a while before it did.

Even then, whenever i felt especially exhausted i focused myself on happy thoughts. I would remind myself that halfway around the world, I have someone who loves me dearly. I wondered how i managed to gather enough energy to get everything that needs to be done, done. And then i realized a big part of it was because my heart isn't tired. Quite the opposite, actually. I have a heart full of love. And so i can smile no matter how tired my body is. I can get through the day... and I can still be grateful. I am grateful.

To my hon, I apologize for the being busy these past several weeks.... I want you to know that no matter how busy i can be, I still have you in my heart and in my mind. Thoughts of you never fail to give me strength and inspiration. I'm thankful for your patience in me. You have always been so.

Hon, I love you. So much. Our relationship may not be perfect, but I am blessed. Our imperfections are there to keep us grounded. Our challenges are there to remind us that as long as we believe and have faith in the power of love, we can get through any difficult situation in our lives together.

I know this is just the beginning for both of us. I also know that as time goes by, so many things can change between us. But i know one thing that will remain. Our love. One that is guided by faith, trust and God's blessing.

We have so much to look forward to. Keep holding my hand ok?

Again, the evening is cool. But my heart is warm and full of love. I have you. Only you. Always you.

I'd love to walk under a cool evening sky with you.

with you

just a little something that you should know...
just a little something that you should know...
just a little something that you should know...
just a little something that you should know...

just a little something that you should know...
just a little something that you should know...
just a little something that you should know...
just a little something that you should know...

while you were sleepin

while you where sleepin i told you...

"i love you and i don't know why...wanna be with you... wanna be your one...your only one... wanna look at you... all day long... wanna hear your voice and smell your scent... wanna feel you skin under mine... wanna be the first one to see you when you wake up... wanna love you more than anyone had loved you... if not love you with all my heart but for now... ill to keep you safe as you roam and dream while you were sleepin."

i miss you so much...

libra and sagi

Your Venus signs are considered compatible, and this is certainly a relationship in which both partners appreciate each other. We are combining Air and Fire with this union, and much enthusiasm and positive energy is generated between you. You may find your lover somewhat disconcerting at times, however, simply because he or she is freedom-loving. You are not one to try to confine a lover, but some adjustment in your thinking may be needed. Your partner is adventurous in love, and not as tactful as you can be. At times, he or she may run roughshod over your feelings, often with no intention to do so, but you are fully capable of understanding that your partner is simply enthusiastic, not bad-hearted. Your indecision and tendency to weigh all sides before making a move in love can be somewhat baffling to your "do it now" partner. However, you can have a lot of fun with each other, and laughter is truly a gift in any relationship. Good conversations are probable when you are together, and shared interests will do much to strengthen the bond between you. As well, you are the master of being reasonable, which your partner will appreciate more than most. cafeastrology

For someone i miss very dearly...

There's no better way to say " i miss you" than this.
There's nothing i crave more at the moment than the warmth of your hugs
There's nothing i dream about but you...
There is no one else there for you but me....

I love you.
And if loving you means waiting for you patiently, fervently, and faithfully...
I will...

All because I love you.

It is you. Only you. Always you.

if time comes that i can no longer say how i feel for you...or you get tired hearing me out...let me do this hon... so you'll remember...


"alam mo ba yun?"

take care

take care hon. though i'm far away from you... you're always on my mind. i always care... so take good care of yourself... be well... soon hon.. i'll be there... and by then its you that ill ill take care.

b3stf13nd

can u be my b3stf13nd?

waiting... still...

I wish you were here. I've been up waiting for you. I figured you've probably fallen asleep.

Rest. You need it. You haven't slept at all last night. I wish i could lay with you in slumber. I'm badly needing your warmth right now. Badly wishing i was with you. Even for just a night. Just one night to bask in your love.

I've been weighing my choices all day.. thinking of where i have to go and what I have to do. Deep in my heart I know that whatever choice I take, I will have you. Only you. Always you.

I'm yours.

…i’m so tired....won’t you sing me to sleep and fly through my dreams so I can hitch a ride with you tonight and get away from this place. just aint the same without you beside me...late night drives, all alone in the car... can’t help but start singing lines from all our favorite songs and melodies in the air... guess I' m just missing you... missing you terribly…

my heart sings for you....

I look at you and your smiling eyes,
And I know.
I know that we are perfect
The way we love
The way we look at each other
we are perfect.
And nothing, could keep us
from loving one another
We are one.
A love so unfathomable by others
That it almost doesn't seem real
we are perfect.
And those who say being perfect isn't possible
Obviously have not been In love.
Love, is when you look past the flaws
And just see perfection.

~singwithyourheart

Exactly.

ilang

ilang sandali na ba ang dumaan... ilang minuto... ilang oras...
ilang araw... ilang linggo... ilang buwan....
ilang beses ba akong magigising na wala ka sa tabi ko...

ilang beses na ba akong huminga ng malalim pagkatapos kong maisip na sana andito ka...
ilang beses na ba akong tumigin sa aking balikat umaasang makikita ka...
ilang beses na ba akong nangungusap sa isip ko na parang nandito ko lang...
ilang beses na ba akong tumigin sa kawalan at larawan mo ang nakikita ko...

ilang beses ko na bang namutawi ang pangalan mo... na tila hanging banayad sa mga labi ko...
ilang beses ko na bang narinig ang boses mo... na tila hele ng duyan ko
ilang beses ko na bang nakita and labi mo... na tila apoy sa puso ko
ilang beses ko na bang namasdan ang mukha mo... na tila napako na ng mata ko...sa yo.

ilang ulit ko bang sasabihin na mahal kita... bago ko maramdaman na lahat yon ay sapat na...
ilang ulit ko bang maaalaala ang mga bagay... na pinagsaluhan nating dalawa
ilang ulit ko bang ipaaalam... na iniisip kita lgi
ilang ulit ko bang ibubulong ... na ang puso ko ay sa yo lang

tama yata si ariel... minsan lang... minsan lang kasi ito ay walang katapusan.

pero kahit ilang beses ko pang pagdaanan ang buhay ko...ilan ulit ko pang maranasan to... mahal na mahal kita... yun ang alam ko... at lahat ng yan ay uulitin ko... ngunit hindi magkakapareho... mamahalin kita paulit ulit pero minsan lang...minsan lang yung ganun katindi... minahal kita noon... mahal kita ngayon.. pero higit kitang mamahalin bukas. paulit-ulit. humihigit pa sa dati.

ilang beses kita mamahalin... minsan ... paulit-ulit... walang hanggan.

they say. i say

they say.
"i have never showed the world how special your to me, but if you'd let me i'll hug you tight and show every body that the best of the world i right in my arms."

i say.
"i need not cuddle you to show the world how especial you are to me. i just need to walk in front of them and they'll feel how much i love you... when i look at you , they'll know whom my world belongs to... when i smile they'll see that it's you... and only you... that my heart beats for." - what more if i'm with you... what more if i can hold you... what more if you're in my arms.

"text message! yeah! yeah!"

was about to sleep when a text message came thru chikka... a message that made my heart skip a bit and think about her....my fiance'.

Naynay: (January 15, 2007 21:35:45)

"Musta ng gwapo kong anak. Cty fiesta nw sobrng 2wa ng ama ng magsbi k ng pagppkasal.lht supr xcited kya e2 d me magkaintndhn pagpa2gwa ng haus.ingat"

can't help but browse and look for that picture. a picture of us together. a picture of what i have in my mind.never been so clearer... sigh... whisper..." i'll be home hon..wait for me... my wife to be..."

When was....?

When was the last time I had you beside me?
When was the last time I held your hand?
When was the last time I felt you under my skin?
When was the last time I saw your smile?
When was the last time I heard your heartbeat?
When was the last time I listened to you breathe?
When was the last time I rode home with you?
When was the last time in your arms I slept?
When was the last time we had a tickle fight?
When was the last time we laughed together?
When was the last time you whispered in my ear?
When was the last time I whispered in yours?

When was the last time....?

wc199.missing you

do you know how you make me feel so blessed and lucky to finally found you..
do you know how your voice can make me smile, even when im in my lowest moment...
do you know how i would shout your name in my mind and in my heart because of how much i miss you...

do you know how you can make my heart melt with just one smile...
do you know how lost i am when i look into your eyes...
do you know how much i crave for your kiss...every night before i put my eyes to sleep...

do you know how i long for the warmth of your skin when the swift cold wind surrounds me...
do you know how your scent hunts me even when i sleep...
do you know..how much i love thee...

do you know.. how how much i miss you...i miss you so much that it hurts....
i miss you badly..terribly...madly...
i miss you...and wont stop missing you 'till i have you back in my arms again...

in my arms..where you belong...
i miss you so much hon...
i miss you so much hon...






because... i love you even more.

Belief

I firmly believe miracles do happen.
Its a miracle our paths crossed.

I firmly believe in the power of choice.
It's our choice to stay in that path together.

I firmly believe in the beauty of faith.
Its our faith that keeps us going....

Lets keep believing.
Miracles.
Choices.
Faith.

Choosing to love you....

I choose to love you...

not because i feel giddy when i hear your voice...
not because you give me butterflies when you're near...
nor is it because you have this uncanny ability to make my heart pound with a simple touch...
or because of the sparks that fly when we're together...

I choose to love you simply because...

you make me smile a smile that reaches my eyes...
you make me appreciate the beautiful things in life despite a bad day...
you give me strength and comfort in times of weakness...
your constant love and friendship binds with mine as our foundation...
you make me feel braver and give me courage to face my fears
you have a gentle heart...
you have a simple dream...
you make me feel its alright to speak out...
you make my dreams come true simply by being you....

I love you not because of what you do for me... but simply because of what you are ... the person... the heart... the dreams and the imperfections....

You are as real as can be... as real as you are to me.

yearn

yearn (yûrn)
intr.v., yearned, yearn·ing, yearns.

1. To have a strong, often melancholy desire

... i know it so well.

I'm still yearning for...

I'm still yearning for...

• your smile
• your kiss
• your arms around me
• your voice
• your laugh
• our conversations during those early mornings together..
• our phone calls
  
• our rides home together..
• the way you would look at me...
• the way you would call my name...
• the way you make me feel so alive
• how your hand feels intertwined with mine...
• how your dimples are etched deeper on your cheeks when you have "something" in mind...
• how i would brush our teeth together
• preparing for bed with you...
• waking up right beside you and feel your arms around me....
• your warmth...
• your closeness....
• your gentle ways....
• the way you would play music using your guitar...
• your love for music
• the excited look on your face when you've discovered something new...
• your lips...
  
• your whispers...
  
• your love...

I can't stop yearning... I can't stop missing... I can't stop loving.... It's my fantasy to finally find you... It's our reality to stick together....

I'll keep on yearning... and I'll keep on loving...

Until I finally get to hold your hand.

d'you

lying in your arms ... staring at the sky...kissing you lips... gazing into each others eyes. speaking small words..whispering" I love you"...embracing each other as we fall in a slumber of pure bliss

your kiss...your touch...the way you make me feel it all seems so perfect... our silent communication... the way we talk things out...how we would discuss 'bout nothing and everything..how we would exchange our thoughts and laugh at things...how we see thru challenges and the difficulties of life... how we fearlessly face the challenges while holding each others hand...how we would calm one another..in times we needed them... and how we would support each other... in all our plans...

everything in places and a place for everything... thats whats happening...

d'you get it? d'you feel it?

you were made for me and i was here for you...

i love you...

d'you get it? d'you feel it?