The past couple of weeks has been really busy for me. Each day had an appointment, each week had something that needs to be done.... Each evening... was uncharacteristically very cold.
i felt the cool wind on my face last night. It was as what is expected, a very busy day. Barely had time to sit down and think. Barely had time to breath. I was tired and sleepy... but the night has not ended for me. it would take a while before it did.
Even then, whenever i felt especially exhausted i focused myself on happy thoughts. I would remind myself that halfway around the world, I have someone who loves me dearly. I wondered how i managed to gather enough energy to get everything that needs to be done, done. And then i realized a big part of it was because my heart isn't tired. Quite the opposite, actually. I have a heart full of love. And so i can smile no matter how tired my body is. I can get through the day... and I can still be grateful. I am grateful.
To my hon, I apologize for the being busy these past several weeks.... I want you to know that no matter how busy i can be, I still have you in my heart and in my mind. Thoughts of you never fail to give me strength and inspiration. I'm thankful for your patience in me. You have always been so.
Hon, I love you. So much. Our relationship may not be perfect, but I am blessed. Our imperfections are there to keep us grounded. Our challenges are there to remind us that as long as we believe and have faith in the power of love, we can get through any difficult situation in our lives together.
I know this is just the beginning for both of us. I also know that as time goes by, so many things can change between us. But i know one thing that will remain. Our love. One that is guided by faith, trust and God's blessing.
We have so much to look forward to. Keep holding my hand ok?
Again, the evening is cool. But my heart is warm and full of love. I have you. Only you. Always you.
I'd love to walk under a cool evening sky with you.
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