to my loving wife...
its 1:19 am, in the dining area I found myself...thinking of how I should tell you this...I...I have a confession..my love...and as you said to me...so am I telling you that "among anyone else in my life...you... as my wife should be the first to know."
I was a fool to believe that things won’t change, but time and space changed everything...everything between you and me... right now im on the other side of the planet, where when darkness covers your night... the sun is on its peak where im at... i never expected this...not even after 26 years of my life... i didn't expected something like this to happen... and yes being away from you made me realize a thing.
I love you..not..
I don’t want to hurt you honey, but sometimes... things will never turn out as planned... I am a fool to make you believe that I love you...and that I care for you... im a fool to let you believe that all those things that im telling you are true...when its not...
honestly... I lied.... im sorry for not telling you all these when it was just starting...when I felt something different ... there’s no one to blame but me....
its me... I lied about loving you...I have this idea of love and loving but what I feel for you grew into something even more...I don’t love you hon...coz it’s an understatement to tell you I love you... and even if I say I love you so much...that what I feel is ten folds of those I love yous...its not even close...
don't believe me next time, when I say I love you... cause its not even close to what I feel for you... don’t believe me that I care for you... cause taking a bullet for is not enough... to show you how much I do...
I love you so much...and if by telling you every day that I love you...you’ll have an idea of how much I do...then I think we should start life together...cause you’ll be spending a lifetime hearing me out....hearing those words... I love you.. my wife. my friend.my partner...and yes..my fantasy and reality in one...
"Ad infinitum.Aeternus."
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