Saturday, November 04, 2006

to you my honey.

miles... thousands of miles separates us. its been almost a month since the day you left. And i find myself missing you as much as the first night. you ask if i'd ever be tired of waiting... if I'd ever be tired of your love.... i say one thing: your love keeps me strong. i feel it from thousands of miles away. I feel its intensity as if you're here... holding my hand.

I know we will always fear the thought of losing each other. Dreams, situations, uncertainties will come... i admit my weakness. YOU. you make me weak as you make me strong. The thought of losing you... the thought of no longer being in the comfort of your love leaves me weak.

As i go through all these feelings while you are away, i know you have been going through similar emotions. Circumstances may seem different, but we yearn for the same thing... that our love be steadfast through this distance. I am still left awed at the connection we have. How we seem to be able to relate to each other in ways we've never experienced with anyone else.

I've never feared losing anyone as much as i feared losing you. I've never allowed myself to be touched so deeply until i found you.. I've never enjoyed dreaming my dreams with anyone else until i started dreaming with you.

you tell me.. i belong to you... that you won't allow anyone else to have me. that you can't imagine being with anyone else but me. I say this: YES. I belong to you like no one else could. you have my heart. you've had it since the night we shared a ride to makati. i may have tried to deny it but denying something so right and meant to be is foolish. I don't want to be that.

And so i tell you this. I will be here... waiting. I will be here... loving you from thousands of miles away. I'll be here... as your honey, your bunshin, your baby, your darling, your mahal, your wifey.

When you come back to me, I'll be all those things and more. I love you.

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